Post by Alexander Koresh on Jan 23, 2012 17:44:35 GMT -5
Hey people, its me Martin aka Nocturnal. Before you have a heart attack this is not me running away from PCW this is me explaining a few things. I do try to keep my personal life out of my fed life but this time i need to explain something.
Okay where do i start? Okay, those that i have managed to talk to in the know know that my girlfriend has been under medication for over a year now, as well as spending a week or so in a facility after trying to end her life. There was a reason for this as it was the anniversary of the death of our little angel, our daughter who would have been 3 by now.
My girlfriend is still on the medication and it takes a lot out of her and myself but i try not to show it BUT i have lately. I have started to take it out on people and even had a night of really being pissed off about something pathetic when i didn't get the ratings that i thought i deserved. Thats just me being an ass and not being in a good place.
I have taken it out on my friends but they know the reason behind my random rants and understand, but you guys my e-family do not know the reasons behind my randomness, so i apologise.
But on a happy note, my girlfriends on different medication so she's doing really good, i can say Pugh's name without her throwing something at me or ringing her sister to see if she's okay. And the future.....Well we've now decided to try for another kid too which is good news.
So if i go off in a rant in chat, tell me to shut up as i won't unless someone says but hopefully i won't be in chat as much lol
Apology over.
Martin.
Okay where do i start? Okay, those that i have managed to talk to in the know know that my girlfriend has been under medication for over a year now, as well as spending a week or so in a facility after trying to end her life. There was a reason for this as it was the anniversary of the death of our little angel, our daughter who would have been 3 by now.
My girlfriend is still on the medication and it takes a lot out of her and myself but i try not to show it BUT i have lately. I have started to take it out on people and even had a night of really being pissed off about something pathetic when i didn't get the ratings that i thought i deserved. Thats just me being an ass and not being in a good place.
I have taken it out on my friends but they know the reason behind my random rants and understand, but you guys my e-family do not know the reasons behind my randomness, so i apologise.
But on a happy note, my girlfriends on different medication so she's doing really good, i can say Pugh's name without her throwing something at me or ringing her sister to see if she's okay. And the future.....Well we've now decided to try for another kid too which is good news.
So if i go off in a rant in chat, tell me to shut up as i won't unless someone says but hopefully i won't be in chat as much lol
Apology over.
Martin.